My Story...
Hi I’m Alex and I’m a marine engineer, while working out in the Caribbean in 2006 during some leisure time I went swimming and my whole life changed in an instant... I hit my head on a sand bank and broke my neck. The vertebrae at c5 fractured and c6 broke into three parts one of which damaged my spinal cord, leaving me paralysed from the chest down. More

The dead wont talk, but sometimes if you try hard enough, you will hear something… I died ten years back, but today here I sit, my words may not be heard by many… but to those who truly want to find me, they will! Not who you see sitting here… but the life and my soul, my energy left behind – held back and broken down each and every day in a body broken, but through all the pain… hurt.. I continue

And breathe!

I can’t do this much longer…..

“We do, but not today”

Ezekiel, the walking dead.

It is what it is……

And that’s about all there is to say

Stand strong

If you can learn to stand alone… you will become strong from within, once you can control alone, loneliness is a hand always at your back, turn it around and enjoy your own company turn the day upside down, feel yourself grow from within… I can’t physically stand, but mentally I stand alone, I am strong from within, take all that you can from me but I still stand… I stay strong, I stand by me!

Once you find yourself, others will too.. life is strange, don’t try to work it out you never will, but fall back into the sands of time, live what will be, life is life… it is what it is, life.. your life, my life, from one day to the next.. you can’t tell what’s next, but learn yourself.. enjoy the moment’s in time that you alone can… stand strong, be yourself…

“the smallest light will light the darkest night”

No matter what, each night the morning follows… as it will each day until your time is up… then no matter what, it is all that it is.. you can’t control that.. just let go, learn your life right now, be who you are… be alll that you are.. some time the light will fade as with each day, everything comes to an end!

You can be surrounded by a thousand people and still be alone, compassion, comfort, control over your emotions… let go.. just be you

(Patience is something to learn to especially trapped in my world)

I am broken, I may never be fixed…. But inside I maintain strength and positivity through everything, I can not give you an answer why, I just do.. I’ve tried “letting go” “giving in”…. I just can’t.. Not yet, I don’t think I could reach that point..