Not good
Tuesday, July 28th, 2009
I’ve changed the way that i transfer again making things a lot more independent - its the only way forward.. i’m becoming very independant with the transfers but lack confidence, this was prior to physio where nothing went right in standing nothing would kick in and i just couldn’t stand.. this i’ve put down to a lot of unnecessary stress over the past few days, i then went on the crazy horse which ended the session well.. trying to stay positive is so hard…… trying each day to deal with everything and not even able to sit up properly unaided.. its soul destroying

