Archive for November, 2009

MORON’S!

Monday, November 30th, 2009

Saturday i didn’t do physio.. as i was preparing for it, when my catherdar blocked resulting in an autonomic disreflexic episode, my mum came to my rescue and changed it (without any drugs) my blood pressure went through the roof.. we called an ambulance and they were completely useless! in a situation like that.. i know my bp’s high! i have a drug that will reduce it (but is really dangerous because it can lower it too much) so i need to find out what the bp was…. and the ambulance woman (who had said, she had never come across autonomic disreflexia before) would not listen to me, plus she was the slowest woman to.. i was going to be taken to hospital.. and she then wanted to hoist me (which takes ages) they have a “pat slide” but still wanted the other way!! luckily my physio and a district nurse (thank you Sue) came at this point.. but by now my vision was fading and i was panicing more.. then they took over.. my mum had done the main part.. but they resolved the situation! that ambulance was more like a taxi with blue lights and a moron driving - in a situation like this you need to act fast! and especially if you don’t know - FOLLOW INSTRUCTION!! - here is a LINK to the definition of autonomic disreflexia!

itch

Friday, November 27th, 2009

i had 16 different drains/tubes maintaining me while on life support in Miami.. one of which was a chest drain from my left lung…. i’m not sure weather its a bit of scar tissue or it could be a stray stitch left in… but i have a constant ITCH there!! i’m really squimish.. so in rehab while all the scars were still healing i kept the stitches quiet, i had so many, they had missed a load to the point where they would accidentally be pulled out while dressing! so it could well be one.. but it’s unfortunately going to stay

POOR ME!

stim

Thursday, November 26th, 2009

i’ll be stim’in it again in the morning - legs, arms, core and calf’s (isqueez) then back on the treadmill Saturday!

full body stim

Wednesday, November 25th, 2009

today i started with my leg and arms on my FES bike ( 9 & 6.3miles) then my core stability - i do feel more “in-control.. more normal.. more human”

core blimely governor

Tuesday, November 24th, 2009

The slendertone belt is really proving itself an asset to me - although it eats the batteries.. since i’ve been using it every other day (along with the RTI 300 FES bike) i am gaining a lot more core stability, i followed that session with 9 miles on my FES bike (the bike cost £19,000 - a really good machine.. the slendertone £150 from argos!)

i’m no doctor..

Sunday, November 22nd, 2009

i don’t really know what makes the body work.. but FES has been a real “god send” since my injury it’s been the best and most productive thing for me.. really building muscles and maintaining my physical….. state - electrical stimulant firing pulse’s into my muscles working them for me - i’m back doing legs every other day and arms everyday, plus using the slendertone belt works my core every other day, and where possible using the off road chair to maintain my sanity

rain rain rain

Saturday, November 21st, 2009

the weather has turned.. but as i’ve said before “it can’t rain all the time”

SPOKEN:
We walked the narrow path,
beneath the smoking skies.
Sometimes you can barely tell the difference
between darkness and light.
Do you have faith
in what we believe?
The truest test is when we cannot,
when we cannot see.

SUNG:
I hear pounding feet in the,
in the streets below, and the,
and the women crying and the,
and the children know that there,
that there’s something wrong,
and it’s hard to belive that love will prevail.

Oh it won’t rain all the time.
The sky won’t fall forever.
And though the night seems long,
your tears won’t fall forever.

Oh, when I’m lonely,
I lie awake at night
and I wish you were here.
I miss you.
Can you tell me
is there something more to belive in?
Or is this all there is?

In the pounding feet, in the,
In the streets below, and the,
And the window breaks and,
And a woman falls, there’s,
There’s something wrong, it’s,
It’s so hard to belive that love will prevail.

Oh it won’t rain all the time.
The sky won’t fall forever.
And though the night seems long,
your tears won’t fall, your tears won’t fall, your tears won’t fall
forever.

Last night I had a dream.
You came into my room,
you took me into your arms.
Whispering and kissing me,
and telling me to still belive.
But then the emptiness of a burning sea against which we see
our darkest of sadness.

Until I felt safe and warm.
I fell asleep in your arms.
When I awoke I cried again for you were gone.
Oh, can you hear me?

It won’t rain all the time.
The sky won’t fall forever.
And though the ni

bring life back

Friday, November 20th, 2009

i was brought back.. flat lined 6 times… my heart and lungs stopped altogether Christmas night, they brought me back from the brink of death only to waste each day here at home…. i need to do something with my life (along side physio), i realise i can not do my old job (the only option there is to teach at a collage) i’m not built for that.. in my opinion you have to be a certain type of person for that - i’m more hands on..

who knows… i definitely don’t

back to it..

Thursday, November 19th, 2009

my laptop broke about a week ago.. i now have the new one - a dell inspiron - a very good all round computer, i’m still fes-ing each day, the other day i did my legs, arms, stomach then the isqueez - full body stimulant, plus i’m getting out a lot in the boma chair, i now have a transit van to get about in, this has really freed things up for me

9miles

Thursday, November 12th, 2009

yesterday, i did another 9miles on my fes bike, very shortly i will be doing the same again. my Boma off road wheelchair (although over priced… as with all disabled equipment) is the best thing (for now) for my independence.. but…. the down side to it is the tyres, in two months i’ve had two punctures… these were in our field (which is flat and well maintained!) i’m looking at a different type of wheel - run-flat or solid tyres.. as with my injury, i can’t exactly get out and push!!