My Story...
Hi I’m Alex and I’m a marine engineer, while working out in the Caribbean in 2006 during some leisure time I went swimming and my whole life changed in an instant... I hit my head on a sand bank and broke my neck. The vertebrae at c5 fractured and c6 broke into three parts one of which damaged my spinal cord, leaving me paralysed from the chest down. More
Quantum physics

The meaning in the science of the building blocks of life itself, science says “anything is possible” break down anything to the molecular structure… just below that time and space exists but not as you know, life is energy, we are just frequencies of different energy vibrating at different levels creating everything that surrounds us… that’s in us…. that IS us!

I am going to break paralysis, using energy of emotion, heal through thought, with just %5 chance of survival induced within a coma I fought then at my weakest I won, 12 years of pain and frustration… my mind may be broken… but I could also just be seeing the path ahead…….

Clonazipam a dangerous drug!

I’ve had to up the dose! Still coming off it… but much slower than I thought

Catheter blocked

Thank you auntie Pauline saved the day once more xx

I am soon to be drug free

Strength of mind over body broken, I no longer take any night meds! Only (soon to be gone) oxybutynin in the morning


I am Alexander Thomas Smith

To Change your own mind..

“Get a song or bad thought stuck in your mind, everything goes wrong from then on”

“Think a happy thought and you have a good day”

But you can’t… or it’s extremely difficult to train your mind to place a “good thought “

“Victims of circumstance “

Or “a victim stuck in ones own mind”

All life is is energy… and all energy is life!


We all question our own existence at many points throughout our lives… why me? Why here? How did that happen? Why do bee’s fly when physically they shouldn’t get off the ground? How did they know I was thinking of that? How? Why? When?

Question everything thing! Question life! Why are you here? What for?

(I’m not going to tell you… as I have no idea!)

I do know 14th December 2006 at 14:18hrs I “should” have died! But I didn’t… I broke myself, beyond all known medical beliefs I survived… I pulled myself out of a medically induced coma at a point where my body was dying, where did that strength of mind come from? How did that happen? How after everything the past twelve years has thrown my way am I still here? I survived!

I don’t want to survive anymore… I need to live!

I will break paralysis and move forward, I just need to find the frequency and mindset I had unknown to me twelve years back! I will break this as I broke myself I think I didn’t die that day to do this today!

I will open up the quantum mind find those frequencies and smooth them into sync, with that free my mind and fix my body!

I didn’t know then, I don’t know now, I just feel it’s time…

The unknown

“It’s not your enemy… the unknown is where all your answers lie, so it is a friend not foe!”

So walk into it my friend

Drug review..

Only now on clonazipam half a 5mg tablet and 10mg oxybutynin a day! Only side effects are better body awareness