My Story...
Hi I’m Alex and I’m a marine engineer, while working out in the Caribbean in 2006 during some leisure time I went swimming and my whole life changed in an instant... I hit my head on a sand bank and broke my neck. The vertebrae at c5 fractured and c6 broke into three parts one of which damaged my spinal cord, leaving me paralysed from the chest down. More

We all question our own existence at many points throughout our lives… why me? Why here? How did that happen? Why do bee’s fly when physically they shouldn’t get off the ground? How did they know I was thinking of that? How? Why? When?

Question everything thing! Question life! Why are you here? What for?

(I’m not going to tell you… as I have no idea!)

I do know 14th December 2006 at 14:18hrs I “should” have died! But I didn’t… I broke myself, beyond all known medical beliefs I survived… I pulled myself out of a medically induced coma at a point where my body was dying, where did that strength of mind come from? How did that happen? How after everything the past twelve years has thrown my way am I still here? I survived!

I don’t want to survive anymore… I need to live!

I will break paralysis and move forward, I just need to find the frequency and mindset I had unknown to me twelve years back! I will break this as I broke myself I think I didn’t die that day to do this today!

I will open up the quantum mind find those frequencies and smooth them into sync, with that free my mind and fix my body!

I didn’t know then, I don’t know now, I just feel it’s time…

The unknown

“It’s not your enemy… the unknown is where all your answers lie, so it is a friend not foe!”

So walk into it my friend

Drug review..

Only now on clonazipam half a 5mg tablet and 10mg oxybutynin a day! Only side effects are better body awareness

Boundaries… dr’s.. medicine….

They don’t live my life… I do! Only I know my true thoughts… not even I know my true potential, I’ve been mentally conditioned into paralysis over these years, I’ve had enough of listening to the rule of “what I’m ment to be”, I’ve stopped most of my meds to find they do nothing but inhibit my true potential… I was once told by a qualified Nero physio Steven Barwise, “ you’ve made the impossible… possible”

I chose the name I’m going to stand by that statement, I’m going to kick those medical boundaries off the cliff, life truly is what you make of it! It’s my life… I choose life


Another drug out of my system, that’s all nerve regeneration surpressents stopped! Why on earth do they send people who clearly need nerves to regenerate, home with so many bad drugs! I wasn’t asked to start “are you in pain” they just assumed that “c5/6 incomplete injury….” he must need this??” You think they must know best so don’t question it… until you find yourself planning your own funeral and think you might need to fix your own life… as you alone are the one living it!

Anything is achievable with the right mindset!

12 years and you haven’t broke me, paralysis…. I’m still here! Everything from heart and lung failure, pneumonia twice, 6 week coma, being resuscitated 6 times… everything thrown at me, body broken… my mind strong, still not broken… throughout this journey I’ve seen some very dark places but never has it broken me… I’m still here, I’m no inspiration, I’m just Alexander Thomas Smith, finding a life to live in this world, life is what you make it, now is the time for me to find who I am!

Catheter problem….

But again another smooth change over by auntie Pauline xxxx three weeks early… but rolling and bed bound causing problems there I believe!

Pressure sore…. still